Censorship

When I started writing my blog there was no doubt in my mind that I would do it openly, my friends and family would know about it because, why not? I'm writing about C's life so why not include them and let them see?

The past few days, I've been having a tough time. Personal things. I've been bombarding Chris with it all and I'm so worried that he'll get annoyed with me because I keep going on and on or I'll push him away. 

I thought about writing my feelings here. But who would read it? People who know me personally. It made me think that in times like this, I do wish I was an anonymous blogger. 

It's not that I don't want my friends and family to know, but I'm not an attention seeker. I don't throw my problems to anyone and everyone and expect them to listen. 

I don't really know why I've written this post if I'm honest. I suppose the venting has helped me! I don't think I will write a subsequent post being open. I guess I'm too afraid.